Being in the Moment, Flowing as One

We put out these “rockets of desire” that Abraham-Hicks talks about, these energy beams of desire stay with us as we move forward.

Remember we are on a giant ball flying through space.

This rock we are on is magnetically connected to the other planets and the Sun as One.

We are pulled forward and we leave a trail of our existence that is recorded in trails of higher dimensional energy. This is the experience of time.

To make space for the release of energy, the space of the universe expands automatically.
These trails of energy stay connected to us and we grow when we honor and accept all that we have done.
The emotions are recorded in the universe as we express them through sound.

When we are in alignment with all that is, the complete good and creative force of the universe.
We make good decisions and our energy grows.

When we go against our inner guidance, we tend to spin out over time. This is because the energy that is contained in our Self, our sense of identity, very much the “ego”, has a hard time letting go and trusting sometimes. Especially if it has had a history of emotional trauma.

The 6th Dimension’s portal point is located in the throat chakra and I would love to share more about the dimensions as it is requested and necessary. We are currently going through a large shift from 3D into 4D and 4D into 5D.

I would like to create conscious Cinema. Thank you for listening.

In your inside voice, right? Do you read to yourself inside?
That’s a powerful practice to strengthen your inner voice.

When your inner voice trusts in the guidance from the purest Light and you flow as One, listening to the moment by moment guidance, you will find peace, joy and success.

^^ This was created in co-creation with my higher self, the higher self of my family, friends and guides of Light. I gravitate towards Oneness in 5D, even when part of my team pulls down to 4D.

I can resonate at 6D and above when I am in alignment with all parts of myself.

If I am stuck in a part of me that has my attention for too long, I will rise up out of it with guidance from above.

I will be honest, it’s been hard to let go into divine will.

I’m also a pleaser that wants to see and feel people happy.  I have to let go of that desire and let my priority be the hierarchy of light and stay on task to do what is needed to heal myself and the collective.

I learned the hard way that I cannot force dimensional shifts but I have to be present and breathe and find my Center.

That’s all there is really to say at this point :). I share more of my vulnerable story of awakening and a lot advice from my healing journey in my book Activate.

We are getting close to release. If you want to pre-order a hard copy let me know.

If you want a copy over email to read, I would appreciate your feedback if you feel inspired and lifted by the experience. Thank you for being you and moving ever forward, rising into the next-level-humans.
My Guides want you to know: We are on your team in Unity Consciousness where we honor all your feelings and we gravitate towards understanding and compassion as we collectively evolve the Human Race. 🙂 :)!

Healing to Wholeness

Think of wholeness as a feeling of pure love within your entire body while being fully present in the moment. When we are hurt, it keeps a part of us stuck and we have trouble accepting the moment. Many of us avoid our pain by constantly distracting ourselves through entertainment, addictive foods and substances and other habits. This holds us back from being in our full power—feeling full of love and living in the eternal NOW.

To heal into wholeness, you must make time to heal. You must make the time to allow past experiences to surface, allow yourself to feel the pain and cry. Eventually, through the process of release you will come through the other side and feel strong love again. But it is hard to face the pain… but the only way to release it is to face it.

As I understand it, the pain we feel is the separation of the hurt part of you and the present moment. As the pain is felt, the part of that is hurt comes back into the present moment. Through traumatic experiences, parts of us go into hiding and we become smaller. When we heal, we expand into the present moment and become the big and powerful Self that we naturally are!

Invest in yourself and take the time to heal so you can return to Wholeness! I highly recommend that you take time to rest often when you need it. Simply taking an hour a day for yourself, being barefoot on the Earth is very healing. If you can set your life up, take a few days off in a row once a month to do deep Self care!

Reaching wholeness also means you are being authentic. Being authentic is like working a muscle, the more that you exercise, the stronger you become. As you feel safe to voice your inner world without worry of what people think of you, your heart will be stronger. To share authentically, being vulnerable in the moment without fear—confident in simply telling the truth as it is—is a very powerful place to be.
At first, being authentic and vulnerable can be scary, but the more you do it, the stronger you will become. It takes courage to speak your truth and keep your heart open. When you choose to be authentic, you are deciding to keep your heart open no matter what—and as a result your magnetic field expands and you feel powerful. Did you know that the heart’s energy field is much more powerful than the mind’s? Always tell the truth—even if it’s hard to do—you will feel better!

Practice being authentic with people that you trust, and begin to become real with everyone as you feel comfortable. I found that during my awakening process I would be afraid to say my truth with most people, I thought it was too “out there”. But as I connected with other people who were awakening, I realized I was not alone and it felt great to share my truth! Find your tribe so you can share your true self with them. True friends will be there for you and will receive you and love you unconditionally.

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// Join the Family of Light //

I invite you to join the Family of Light, to help with Earth’s evolution. This is a collection of forces committed to helping us from the other side. Some have lived here before and some are from other places where life has been more advanced. When you join the team, you will have access to more energy and information than you would on your own.

I am excited to share with you that I have been given permission to invite you to join the Family of Light! The requirements are simple.

  • You must be consistent in your dedication to helping the greater good. Evolving yourself and helping the world.
  • Treating others how you wish to be treated, since we are all One.  Choose to be kind, patient, respectful and loving.
  • Listen to the intuitive guidance and take action when called upon. Trusting in the flow of Love.

If you are willing to accept these requirements, you will be rewarded by being helped in your personal life projects as well. As you help others, you will be helped from the other side!

To join the Family of Light, make the intention from your heart that you sincerely wish to help the world and will commit to whatever it takes, even if that means changing things in your life. To Activate your Higher Dimensional Self, you must purify yourself.  Purifying your thoughts and body to raise your vibration and hold more Light.

As you listen and act upon your inner guidance, you build your reputation as a trusted member in the Family of Light. Know that your words and thoughts are always heard and guidance will always come to you when you need it. 

You are safe in the Family of Light.
If you want to help the world, there are many forces to help you!

If you want to help create a world that works for all of us, then I invite you to join the Family of Light! I will also teach you how to breathe and channel energy into your body! 

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// My Awakening Story //

In 2008, I met a gentleman through Permaculture who was studying Buddhism and Meditation. He was so calm, that on his suggestion, I was inspired to read a book on Buddhism and began exploring meditation to find peace. As I began to meditate, I wanted the thoughts to stop and go away so I could find some relief. I learned that I could not avoid the thoughts, but had to think things through or write them down to work on later.

I would lay down on the ground mid-day and let the Sun’s warmth wash over me as I relaxed and breathed deeply. I would breathe and gently let go of grasping for solutions until I reached a place I call “Still-Point”, where I had no thoughts, but a new feeling of openness inside of me—I had found peace. From that point, I finally had the space inside to receive clear guidance that helped me make the right decisions.

Around this time I was reading more books and I learned about the concept of a Higher Self. I began asking my Higher Self for guidance throughout the day on all subjects with Yes or No questions. I was surprised with the answers that I received, some truth was hard to accept. I learned that my Higher Self was always right, and I began to trust it absolutely—like a best friend!

From an early age, I cared deeply about our world and all the life upon it. As I matured into an adult, I became an activist for many causes. I was so passionate that I gave my all to each cause, eventually running out of energy and reaching burnout from pushing myself too far. I knew there had to be a better way…

When I was a young child, I remember feeling so much love in my body. Each breath I took would fill my body with pure love. Everything was ok in my world, even if the world around me was in chaos. I was aware that my thoughts were creating reality. I would think about something and it would come true. As I grew up I became afraid to think negatively of someone because I only wanted to see the best of them.

As I grew into a teenager I got caught up with popular culture and could see that I was not like everyone else—though I wanted to learn how to be like others. I wanted to entertain and make my friends laugh—I watched movies and mimicked the actors, being silly and immature. I was saying things that were not true but acting like they were to make people laugh. Little did I realize that I was lowering my vibration from the higher dimensions of pure love and absolute truth into a lower dimension of duality.

As I followed the path of the ego I was caught up in a never ending stream of thoughts and actions that kept me away from the bliss that was normal to me as a child. Even thought I felt so good on my own, I wanted to feel happiness together with other people — I was seeking unity. I wanted to fit in and be part of the crowd. I was so caught up in wanting to be like everyone else that I forgot my natural magic. There was no one to look up to and learn from—except celebrities.

I had to hit rock bottom on my path of the ego until I was finally ready to surrender and let go, leaving room for myself to receive inner guidance. After my out-of-body awakening experience, I was inspired to learn as much as I could about spirituality. I began meditating every day, practicing yoga and changing my diet, removing alcohol and meat.

In my meditations, I’d have flashes of the past, where I would remember that I was helped many times in my life. I chose to be self-employed at an early age and when I needed money, work would come to me. When I needed a break and to rest, work would slow down. I realized now that I was being helped from the other side. I realized through meditation that I was part of this great team of beings we call the Light, also known as the Family of Light.

I asked them why I had to experience this suffering? They told me that I had chosen to experience what life was like for average Americans. I was allowed to do so, because I would come through the experience with understanding and compassion. I would know where people were coming from and why they did what they did. Since I had gone through it myself, I could then share guidance. I was remembering who I really was, an agent of change, here to help humanity.

During this time of remembering, I was introduced to the teachings of Abraham-Hicks. They teach about laws of the universe such as the law of attraction and the law of allowing. The law of attraction is a function of this universe, what we focus upon, we connect with. To have the law of attraction work effortlessly on our behalf to manifest our desires, we must be in the state of allowing—in the flow.

When I let go of control of trying to figure everything out in my mind and surrendered my will to my Higher Self—I accepted life exactly as it was, bringing me into my body to fully experience the present moment. Things began to change rapidly for me because I got out of the way. Miracles began to happen again as I was no longer resisting the flow of the universe.

They teach that we should get into the “vortex”, which is another name for raising your vibration into higher dimensions of pure love and creation. Through surrendering and letting go in my meditation I would relax and breathe deeply. I would put my focus upon my body—allowing anything to arise with each breath. Everything was ok and allowed to be felt and expressed. Sometimes I’d have to cry. Sometimes I would feel happiness for things in my life. Eventually, after I had released whatever was in my body, I would come back to this place of pure Love in my body—I’d even see colors in my third eye. I remembered this place. I knew that when I would imagine and desire things in this state, they would manifest very fast in the physical world. I was watching my thoughts creating reality again!

Since my desires were to help the world, I realized that there were many forces at work to help me behind the scenes, organizing things on my behalf. I was meeting amazing people almost everywhere I went around town and online as well. I was on a mission to spread the news of Sustainability through Permaculture. I watched as these ideas spread through the collective consciousness of activists around the world. Soon everyone was talking about Permaculture. I was thrilled!

During this time of awakening in 2008-2009 I would take a break around lunchtime to lay down on the ground to take a rest, breathe and receive guidance. The Sun would be directly above me as I closed my eyes. I intuitively knew to draw the Sun’s warmth and energy into my body. After a while of this, colors would begin to show up in my third eye and I would feel incredible Love in my body. After doing this for a few days, something magical happened:

A black dot showed up in my mind’s eye, my third eye, I had seen this dot before, but this time I relaxed and let this dot align with the center of my head. I could feel the inside of my head moving as the dot moved. I trusted in the experience because of the massive Love that I was feeling. I allowed the experience to happen and it began to deepen.

The dot opened and became larger, like an eye opening. The black dot opened and my minds eye began to fill with basic colors, one at a time, eventually surrounding the black hole and looking like an eye! The eye became bigger and filled my inner vision. I asked my Higher Self what to do and it told me to relax, breathe and allow. My consciousness began to fly through this tube that opened in the center of the black hole!

I was taken to another world, like a dream world, where I interacted with people that I knew here, and others that I had not known from my human perspective. I remember being reprogrammed, to remove bad habits and patterns of my humanness that I had created for myself. I was told that I would not remember much of the experience and then I was back in my body!

This happened to me a few times and I became very serious about learning everything I could about spirituality. At first I wanted the experiences to continue, I wanted to try and leave my body—I thought that was the goal. It took me many years to realize that the goal was to actually stay in my body and bring those higher dimensional energies down into my self—to embody the Light. My inner guidance was teaching me how to breathe energy into my body to help with my cause of Sustainability, Peace and Abundance.

The out-of-body experiences stopped but my inner guidance became stronger, I was having full conversations all the time in my head about reality with My Higher Self and Guides. I was also aligning and healing my body through Yoga while I was taught inside how to channel Source Energy. You can learn about Source Energy Breathing later in the book!

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How to stay Free – A Higher Dimensional perspective on Karma and Judgements

We all have karma to work through. The law of karma is, in my words, “What you do to others can be done to you”. Most people don’t realize that their thoughts are broadcasted out instantly to the Higher Selves of others. Your thoughts are projected outwards in the Higher Dimensions.

Be careful with judgements, if you judge unjustly upon someone, such as thinking they are wrong for being different than you — they will feel pain and suffering and you can create a karmic link to them. This is because your judgement projects a image of how you want them to be, and that information is recorded as a desire of yours. If you put a lot of negative energy towards the person, such as anger or hate, that is also recorded.

If you do not release the judgement and continue to judge other people for being different, then someday you will have to experience what it is like being on the other side.

Intend to release all of your past judgements or someday in the future you may find yourself inspired to do the same action that you judged. As you are in the other person’s shoes, this creates the opportunity for understanding and compassion. At this point you will have the opportunity to catch yourself and change course. Once you have learned the lesson you can forgive yourself and release the karma.

If you want to find true peace and bliss — treat others how you wish to be treated. You want to feel good and free, right!? So if they are not harming you, so what? Let it be. Be free.

“Focus on what you want”

Stages to Awakening

Inspired to write about these stages to ‪Awakening‬ !
1) A realization that there is a force of ‪Creation‬ greater than you, and you desire to connect with it.
2 ) As you begin to surrender your ego and open your mind to connect with this greater part of Creation, deep healings will need to occur in order to purify you to raise your vibration.
3 ) Time will take it’s course, preparing you and allowing you to heal your karma and show the universe you are committed to your awakening.
4 ) Magical events will take place that will forever change you to believe and have faith in higher powers working to help us.
5 ) Intuitive guidance comes easily to you, as your connection with your ‪HigherSelf‬ is strengthened through trust.

This was inspired after looking through my ‪‎Pleiadian‬ Workbook, which is a great resource.

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Rain in California

July Lightning Thunder and Rain in California

California has been experiencing a record drought for the last few years, to which I honestly feel partly responsible. I admit, I was praying for Sun and warmth for years, and then I had my spiritual awakening and I was practicing my Source Energy Breathing with the Sun around 2012, pulling it in for my own needs to survive daily, breathing with the Sun and watching it break through clouds.  I was living off-grid and needed Solar to work, the people we lived with didn’t want to use a generator. I felt bad about the drought but my guides told me it was ok, because it would inspire action on Climate Change.

So over the last year, I have been doing what I can to help bring the rain in, being open to what inspires me.  I documented some of this in the ManySeeds 002 Radio Show, where Danielle Small and I helped bring in the rain.  One important thing we did was ask everyone in the community that we knew and would randomly meet if they desired rain!  We also helped educate people that their heart’s desire does effect the world.  These two women in particular at the health food store in Morro Bay were so inspired, they also asked everyone that came in to the store if they desired rain. Shortly after that we got a rain storm after not having rain for many months. We all felt victorious and confident.

July 18 2015 1-Cauac

During July, I remember seeing the two women again at the health food store and one woman was saying with power from her heart that we needed more rain.  My rational masculine mind said “Yes, in the fall”, because I had not ever experienced Rain in the Summer on the Central Coast, even though I did imagine it to happen, as I enjoyed the climate of Hawaii. She quickly responded “Now, we need it now, we can bring it in now!”.  I didn’t argue with her and just allowed her energy to be present.  Shortly after that, we had a record breaking rainfall in California.  I checked the Tzolk’in and noticed that Cauac ( Storm ) was on Saturday, when San Diego ( the southern most point of California ), received it’s record rainfall.  

We, on the Central Coast, received the rainstorm on Sunday as it moved north up California. The thunder and lightning was so powerful and exciting, We were loving every minute, even going outside to dance in the rain and breathe it down to the earth. I was imagining being in the sky and then with my breath, pulling the water down from above and then pushing it down. Then from my body’s perspective, pulling the rain down into the earth with my breath and focus, doing what I could do maximize the rainfall.  The town just north to us received by far more rain than anywhere else in the County, it received about 3.5 inches where the other parts of the County received about an inch or under that. It was a very romantic evening with my Love, Moon Leaf!

August 7th 2015 7-Cauac
I was falling in love and was feeling the merging of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine, that magical feeling of wholeness.  A couple weeks after this rainstorm in July, we headed out to Big Sur on the coast for camping to celebrate her birthday.  It was August 5th that we went out there, and on August 6th, when camping in a remote canyon under redwood trees and by a creek, we crossed over into 1-Cauac in the night ( August 7th ) and out of nowhere in the middle of the night, it began to rain heavily on us combined with thunder and lightning!! I knew instantly in the moment that Cauac was in action and I was so happy and alive.  Feeling incredibly vibrant and full of energy. We made love and celebrated as the water fell all around us.  When we left Big Sur, I realized the rain did not make it to the Central Coast.  The rain came to us!

So it was clear to me that this Force of the Tzolk’in, called Cauac was helping to direct the water! I love this universe! I am writing this to inspire others that they can too affect the weather, it all comes down to believing it is possible and desiring it!  The Source Energy Breathing that I teach really helps make our energy field more magnetic, and allows us to harmonize with the weather elements.  Literally controlling the world with our connected conscious breath!

The Core

Galactic Butterfly Core DatesThe middle of the 260 day cycle of the Tzolk’in is called the “Core”.  The Core is ruled by Etznab, which I like to call The Knife.  This Force of White Light will cut away anything that is false, so this time will be a powerful time.  I have experienced this time as great change in my life and others around me.

I did not see any articles written about this, so I am making one.  The next core is September 18th and lasts for 20 days.  The first half is ruled by The Knife and the last half by Chuen.  Like a butterfly that once is a caterpillar, expect this time to be a time of transformation.  Another analogy I like to use is that the core is an experience of water going through a reverse-osmosis water filter, as the water is pushed through the membrane, the impurities are left behind and the water passes through to be pure on the other side.

There will be a rise up of energy before we enter the core.  We enter the “left rib” of the caterpillar, which is a strip of 10 portal days, colored in blue, on September 3rd and leave September 12th for a moment of rest before we enter the core on September 18th that lasts until October 7th.  Then we have 10 more portal days in a row again on October 13th to October 22nd for the “right rib”.  Enjoy the ride!

If you want to learn more about the Tzolk’in, I made a presentation to see here.  I use this website to get my information.